Love Theory

Under what circumstances can you not help but say the word "idiot"? Was it when you were walking on the road and got splashed with mud and soup by a motor vehicle? Is it the time when you go to see a movie with high expectations but find that the plot is completely different from what you imagined? For me, it was when I accidentally fell in love with a friend and devoted myself wholeheartedly to him, but he never looked back at me. The first thing I see when I wake up every day is him. We stay together closely all day, but we have to watch him bring a different woman back to the room every night. Do you know how uncomfortable this situation is? But no matter how many times I say "idiot", no matter how many times I put the shower head on my head while playing a sad love song, when I wake up the next day, the secret can still only be a secret. I can only open my mouth silently and continue my unrequited love. All because we are friends.